09.02.2012

not much happened, went to maths and joanna was cranky like fuckkkkkkk. jheeze. then had psych and alison is so cute hehe ^__^". her laugh = makes us laugh. haha. bless her <3. college was giving out roses and it was so cute how everyone was just carrying roses ^________^. hehe some people had so many roses though >=( them greedy ones / them loved ones </3. then went to canteen waited around for a while and me and fraz hunted lisa down. went to hornchuch got food came back. sat around for a while waiting. and waiting.. xD. then golding came finally ^_^. just sat around with everyone for a while. oh yeah at lunch larry put his rose onto christines jacket but she didnt know.. and then she went and me and arsalan were contemplating on telling her but then we didnt end up telling her when she went away and like, she had a rose dangling from her back >_<" i felt quite bad LOL but meh. and fraz and arsalan were so cute no wait what, i mean leanne and arsalan LOL moment. anyways, yeah ^__^ hehe cutiesssssssssss. went to gatehouse cos fraz told me to, i literally walked into the lecture (before it started) asked them if it'd be like, ages and wouldnt be able to leave.. and at that, i left the hall LOL. hahaha. was walking bk to canteen and golding txt me "stop" but i didn't realise and he had to shout my name for me to realise he was behind me and went to find me haha. then near canteen corner bit outside saw larry and rj making their way over to gatehouse too and i was like "wanna go to a lecture?" and larry *turns back around* so we all went bk to the canteen xD.people came and went and came and went. me and golding were just sitting in canteen chatting ^_^. idk he gives me jokes we just talk for ages.. about nothing. i kept making myself "the grudge" and everytime i did he hit me with me rose -__-. and he was like throwing the thorns from my rose at some girl LOl. =/ then she hit him hurhur shame bitch. then i think the guys were laughing at some girl or something and i was like, thats mean -__-". so we just sat and talked about random shit. and i asked everyone if they got on a bus, what seat would they sit in, window or aisle. everyone said window, but me ofc. hahahaha, im so closed off with everyone. PERSONAL SPACE YO. :) whatever. they like being all cosy and blah but i like .. space and freedom. merh FOREVER ALONEE. and then i put the rose in my mouth like how guys propose, they do dooo that right? LOL idk. and we made a pact that if we're still single when we're 50 we'll get married LOL. nah jks but yeah. we, well actually I kept cracking up. he showed me his future wife, jessica alba. haha. idk at one point he was drinking water and laughing and i was just cracking up and then he like, dribbled or something haha. he went to find his book and said he'd be "2 secs." took abit longer than that .__. i was actually sitting in the whole canteen alone, felt like a loseerrrrrrrr. drew on my hand LOL. oh and i was bored and wrote "gayboy" and "i love poo" on his hand ^^. christine lost her glasses? idk O_o and stephy and rj were there. went to bus stop waited for my bus and went home. i got squished my the door when it opened cos i was tryna answer my phone and got confused, then someone i sat opposite was tryna get out with a suitcase and i tried to move and lost balance and crashed into someone -____-". mum picked me up and showed her the rose and she was like its a bit early init? not valentines day yet. and i was like haha they were giving it out, i wish. no one gives me flowers :( then she was like haha you're crap i used to always get flowers. thnx mum luv u too init xxxXxxxxXxx :( 
tried to stick my flower on the wall but it too heavy and epically fell on the floor </3. then i stayed in bed until dinner just on my phone on yt LOL. like, nearly 3 hours in bed ^__^". ate dinner omnomnom watched kek jap then showered in dads ensuite. fuck, i cannot shower and wash my hair in the shower. MY EYES. MY POOR EYES *CRIES. LITERALLY. so yeah, then i waited a while and then cut my hair and i look terrible and shit. mum kept rushing me cos she wanted to use the bathroom and was like "you got hair everywhere." i was just like IM CUTTING MY HAIR WHAT ELSE DO YOU EXPECT. JHEEZE WOMANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. LOL. so yeah, i'll sort it out another day kinda want fringe abit shorter so it can grow out abit more later. and i cut my actual hair abit shit but whatevs. HOPE YOU GROW. I ONLY CUT YOU SO YOU WOULD GROWWWWWW. okay. that is all.