14.02.2012- valentines day ♥

first of the three days hayden came over~ was getting ready and strugglingggg with what to wear T_T. wanted to wear the skirt i bought which i liked at first, but then i wasnt too keen on it cos its a size too big >_<". but yeah, was gna get like, the 10/half10 train blahblah but i wasnt ready / didnt wana leave straight away without playing with baby. when i was like getting ready, i heard sniffling and i was confused cos leon wasnt at home so i didnt think hayden would be upstairs. tried to look for him in leons room and my mums room but couldnt find him so called him name and he answered then i saw him sitting on the stairs cuddling in peipei and sucking his thumb. i was like awwww what you doing baby? :( he was so cuteee omg. i was like :(:(:( so i sat on the stairs and spoke to him for a bit, like what you doing baby? whats wrong ah. then he hid his hand from me, under his peipei. i was like whats wrong with your hand baby? he kept hiding it and pulling his blankie even higher. then i knew he probably did something so i called my mum. mum said he was tired cos he went to get his blankie that he holds to sleep, and he wouldnt show us his hand but we made him and it was the bump on his hand from sucking it. obviously we couldnt leave him on the stairs incase he did fall asleep and might fall off O_O". could see from his eyes he was ill :( poor baby <3. anyways, i played with him for a bit before i decided to leave. vain bum head ._." haha. then i felt really guilty when i left him to go out xD.

cutie pie :(

his eyes show he's ill >_<

so i gave myself like, not enough time to walk to the stn T_T. train was at 11:31 and i cant remember what time i left but probably had about 10-11ish mins to walk whilst holding his presents and stuff. and omg, i decided to run random parts (cannot run the whole thing cos im too fat) i only run like, idk 10 secs or whatever. but i had to hold my skirt up cos its mega long and cannot run LOL. i was so out of breath, and scared cos the train usually LEAVES at 11:31 on the dottttttttt. so it usually gets tehre around 29/30 past. and thats what time it was so i was like shoooooooooooooot *runnnnn xD. but it was like 31past and train still didnt come. phew. the days i run to make it, it comes slightly late LOL. better than missing the train. i felt so lost without water.. the whole day i was so thirsty and distressed i didnt have a bottle of water >_<. at west ham whilst walking along the jubilee platform i saw craig. i was like oh.. do i go up to him? lOL. so i did and it was kinda awk cos he was my manager and idk what to say to him LOL but yeah we were just talking for the journey to stratford, only like 3minutes but LOL. so yeah haha that was odd. then he went to work whilst i went towards the other bit to get out the stn. baby called me to ask where i was and i was like just got off train. asked if he was gna pick me up (i meant from the bus stop by his house) and he was like yeah but i was going to surprise you LOL. i was like oh.. i meant at the bus stop! but yeah he was outside the stn waiting for me ^_^. hee. was happeh to see him ^__^ hehe big cuddle and he gave me a rose, the wrapping kinda failed i was like LOL. he was like yeah i know the woman was shit. hahaha xD and the wrapping kinda covered the plastic so couldnt really see the rose but yeah. it was pretty and i was happy ^_^. got on the bus, when we got off and was walking, some group of teenagers were like "AWWWWWWWW" LOL. we just carried on walking... got to his house and was going to say hi to his dad when oscar like shouted and scared his dad LOL haha. that was mean. anyways ^^. went upstairs, opened pwesents ^___^. hehe~ he opened them first, he chose the smallest part first which was the book, and then the clothes, and then the box of stuff ^__^. he didnt read the stuff though, was gonna do that later at night ^^. then i saw mine, a nicely wrapped box and a big fat lump LOLOL~ opened the chocolates first, opened the box and there was little card and he didnt write in it LOL. him: "oh i didnt know what was there." LOL ¬___¬ i was like you were supposed to write in this! =.=" they costed bloody £14 =/ JUST FOR CHOCOLATE?! OMG. id be happy with maltesers men. haha stuubutt <3. then opened the big fat lump which i knew was a teddy. there were two, i liked the fluffyyyy one ^________^ SHO CUTE. and then the me to you bear.. i was like oh okay. LOL. me to you is so overrated and so expensive for a little grey ball. but oh well i like cos it from baby and it says "you're gorgeous and i love you." but i like the fwuffy one more ^____________________^. he sprayed his cologne on them too so it smells like him. but its a bit overpoweing so i cant cuddle them to sleep cos i dont like smelling anything LOL. took some pictures was on computer a little bit but that boring. one of his tabs open was FYSA so we went through pages of it looking at all the pictures and rated them. LOL. "yeah, no, yeah, yeah, no, no, eww she ugly, er put your boobs away, shes alright, aww, yeah" etc LOL ^__^ hehehehe. that was fun LOL. amd we snuggled for ages. i ate a chocolate biscuit.. the first thing i ate O_O. didnt eat breakfast or lunch :( and i was energy less and tired so we just cuddled ^^. i cant even remember what we did now >_< i think we literally was just like, cuddling sleeping in bed for a few hours LOL. oh and tried to take pictures but failedddddd :( and it was getting dark. i kept cutting him off accidently LOL so fail >_<. but theyre all on his camera so i dont have them yet ><. oh and i was like, rejecting him cos i was playing bejewled whilst sitting on his lap on the chair and he got bored so was like, sweeping. LOL. bejewled > oscar. ^__^. was nearly time to go but i wanted to take some photos on webcam ^^ and i was just going through his pictures on his computer hurhur my own folder ^_^ lots of my old baby pictures hehehehe. he was like "No we have to goooooo now" but i wanted to take picchaaaaaaa hehe. 

oh, i was pretending i have moustache with my ring. and it looked funny and i was confused and he said its cos it was upside down and i still didnt comprehend for a while xD.

we left his house and walked through the park to the bus stop but it werent coming for 14mins so we just decided to walk it. cold cold. i was suddenly craving fish and chips and i hadnt eaten the whole day, so i bought chips from the shop we were near xD. he put the salt on and wrapped it up. i was like :( why not in cone? so oscar turned it into a cone for me to eat xD. we shared hurhur. OMNOMNOM whai i sho fat. anyways, carried on walking. saw the bus go by and was contemplating to get it but he said no point and he didnt wana run and said hed save me some money instead even though i didnt mind LOL. it was cold ._. but yes, we made it to the stn finallyyyyyyyyy. and made our way. was playing bejewled on my phone again xD. was scared cos we got out of the stn the time the film starts and scared thered be no trailers so we might miss it. rushed and got there. it was big O_O. we were in the biggest screening room and the seats he picked were right at the back. he was like "did you bring glasses" and i was like "the screens big though isnt it? ill be find and anyways its scary so i dont want to see that well..." LOL xD. i felt reallyy uncomfortable cos of the tights and skirt ._." we were so thirsty, especially after the chips but didnt have a drink :( bah. i took my shoes off and put my feet up on the seat infront. LOL my foot looked red. scawy. i was cuddling the bear cos it was uncomfy so couldnt lean on oscar properly cos arm rest was in the way >=[. i must say i shat myself throughout that film LOLOL. i was like EEEEEEEEK and scared and like LETS GO T_T. hahaha. scawy stuff. and i was dressed in black so i felt like the woman in black :O. but yes i was scared during that film. oh dear. LOL. was a good film though. when it finished we went to find a restaurant to eat at. like outside every restaurant theres always someone trying to persuade us to go inside.. idk why cos it makes us run away even more LOL. decided to go to "..." i cant remember the name LOL (i dont think i ever even look at the names of the restaurants im usually hungry so just go in LOL)- oh and its one of the expensive ones so like, no ones outside tryna persuade you. anyways, we've been there before it was the pretty palace looking place with the waterfall and arc thing. we kinda got lost through the doors LOLOL and then a woman came xD. she was like did you book a table? nope. but we still got seats and didnt need to wait. last time we were upstairs and it was really pretty but this time we were downstairs but it was still nice ^^. i saw the table next to us have char siu and i was like omg i want that LOL. so thats what i ended up getting, a plate of char siu and a bowl of rice. altogether like £11 or something ._." oscar ordered some spicy noodle thing. i only ate a tiny bit without any chilli or anything and i was like "ah." LOL. >_<" fail. and we had springrolls ^^. he ordered a bottle of water while i got a glass of coke. he drank so much water in one go .__. them beastly ones. our candle wasnt lit :( so he asked the waiter to light it for us HEE ^__^. THE CHAR SIU WAS SO PENG OMG JIZZZZZZZZZZ I WAS LIKE OMG OMG THIS IS THE SHIT *EATS* OMNOMNOMNOM <3. i was so full xD. he helped me eat some of the char siu pieces but i did a pretty good job demolishing it off ^^. bill came to about £30 hee. then we left and was gna either get icecream / candy cafe. i didnt realise he meant haagen dazs haha xD. whilst walking around china town some girl was holding a big bunch of roses and the boy behind her was like smirking and oscar was like "kmt bare outdoing me bruv." LOL i was like hahaha did you see his smirk?! xD. heee. but yeah, we saw jenny and her boyfriend haha ^__^. and she was like is oscar treating you well? me: "no." then she started whacking him with her roses and her boyfriend was like oi theyre my roses! haha xD. anyways, the queue for haagen dazs was henchhhhhhhhh so we went to rendez vous? is that the name idk LOL. and he wanted a sundae so we got one of those ^^. was £12 so expensive for a sundae LOL. anyways we had that, was soo sweet and i dont really have a sweet tooth so i got sick of it really quick x_X. LOL. when we left, i wouldnt have been able to make the train so we were just walking around and tried to find the pool place last time lisa took us to for someones birthday.. i cant remember who's ._." LOL erm, fail. O_O" idk whoevers birthday was in jan. oh no wait, it wasnt a birthday it was just after the fucked up c3 exam HAHA. oh shit my memorys bad anyways tried to find that but couldnt.. i had NO idea where it was i was just like hmm it was some alleyway LOL. maybe its down here idk. HAHA. but anyways was time to go so gave up xD, his oyster wasnt working so had to sort that out. kmt waste my time, thought i wouldnt make my train. :( at westham its at 22:29 and the train at leicester square came at 21:56 or something so i though we wouldnt make it O_O. but we made it with a few mins to spare which iwas surprised about xD. and the c2c board thing had a little valentines message haha. he took me to barking ^^~ snuggleeeeeee. took some pictures and tried doing a love heart with out hands but that failed so epically LOL <3. said out byebyes when he got off. i was tryna think of how to persuade my parents my roses and teddies werent from valentines.. LOL. idk fail. anyways the buses were on diversion for oscar so he walked home O_O". my dad picked me up and all he said was "is that rose real?" and was telling me about he bought my mum just flowers and she was just like theyre ugly. LOL haha. he couldnt see the bears cos they were in the bag xD. drank soup when i got back. had a happeh day with my baby. ^_^ first time properly celebrating valentines day. i remember one year spending it with lisa at canary, the next year with everyone at china town for cny. last year i was ill so i spent it in bed LOL and this year i spent it with baby ^__^ <3. hehe i love you. he spent like over £100 on today/ on me T_______T wth. im not even high maintenance. give me maltesers and im good to go xD> but hehe i love you ^_^. LONGGGGGGGGGGGGG POST =/

pwetty candle <3.