23.02.2012

my "Bracelet"

LISA'S DISGUSTING CONTRIBUTION </3

my eye are crying from happiness <3 <3.

sneaky picture of the sun ^^ <3

LOL saw this on the pavement. "rob brap."

gllooomm.

• had economics in the morning >:( when i walked through the door, mark: "hello." i was like "haallooooooo" really sarcastically LOL. BITCHASS MADE ME WAKE UP EARLY TODAY -_-" but i was in a reasonably good mood heh. >=] was just like, drawing diagrams and shit for the whole lesson? idk. i decided to draw a "bracelet" on my hand LOL cos i was bored. lisa decided to be spaz and draw "charms" on. HER CHARMS WERE SO FUGLY. AND SHE DREW A BUTTERFLY AT THE TOP. i was like wtf?! WHY'S IT AT THE TOP. IT'S DEFYING GRAVITY. then she was like, well *points my hand down* see, now its not defying gravity.. but i was like, so now all the rest of the charms are floating yeah? -_-" LOL and it looked soooo fugly. so i got rid of it -__-". then she drew some ugly chinese word on LOL. smh. oh well, it made lesson go faster. I always find something new and interesting to do in econ. just so i dont need to do the Actual work XD.
• had stats, -___________________-" this is all it is worth writing about.
• break time, fraz helping lisa do work, larry sitting down, i ate my breakfast roll. hurhur. same shit different day.
• went to psychology, the lesson was alright. imagine doing it with andrew... oh dear. alison <3 ^_^. happy that i miss tomorrows lesson instead of todays LOL. 
• went to canteen and went to hornchurch with robert fraz and lisa. them three wanted to subway.. so i was like hmm. got subway for the first time (oscar bought me one before but i didnt like it at all). this was the first time i bought my own one and chose it xD. chose the turkey and ham one? with bbq sauce. i swear, it tasted like the bbq pizza i had at oscars LOl. it was yummy ^__^". i was struggling to hold shit and eat it though and my hair was like in my face when i was trying to eat and it was a nice day so i was like, too hot in my coat x_X. so lisa held my drink, robert held my coat and i was happily eating away LOL ^_^.
• had a debate who was girlier, me or lisa. mutually we all decided lisa is girlier, apart from herself ofc. but her views aren't important, obviously.
• larry's "challenge": to listen to some people talk for a minute~ he is convinced that you will feel suicidal after. LUL. so mean.
• people went to lesson, it was just me, robert, arsalan, leanne, larry, rj (came in but had no lesson cos of strike haha) and chungy came along after. 
• LEANNE AND ARSALAN MAKE MY EYES HAPPY <3 ^_____________________________^ heeeeheeeee.
• robert: "ewww this taste like carmex" when he drank my water. HAHA shame.
• i'm still saved as "wifey for lifey" as a contact LOLOLOL. from like, ages ago.
• larry was just singing the chinese song are usual haha ^^. rj's hair looked naice 8D <3.
• just sat there talking to robert and the others, he was telling us about how his friend got a ring stuck on his penis. LOOOOOOL we were all like wtf?!?!?! ahahahahahaha. then i gave arsalan the eyebrows :333 HAHAHA. i took a picture of arsalan and leanne cos they make me happy ^_^. <3. robert and larry were doing that thing where you hit the kneecap and your leg like reflexes and kicks up. haha kept doing it to me T_T. if you tense, you can stop it? thats what larry said idk but i couldnt lOL. my leg just kept flying. then robert was gna do it to arsalan whilst he had his leg crossed to see if it would work, and i was encouraging him but it didnt work. and he was like, "i only wanted to do it so that if it worked, his leg would kick out and hit you in the face cos youre directly opposite him HAHA" :( mean. LOL.
• played slapsies with robert before they all went off to lesson, i slapped alot but when he slapped, he slapped quite hard x_X orz. 
• went to the library and did some psychology. was just copying out some notes cos i forgotten everything "ottle" OTl. heh. >=]
• was casj doing my work and someone poked my ribs. it was stephy -_-. then i went back to writing and 30 seconds later another person poked my ribs. it was robert -_-. duno what them two were doing, finding a book maybe? finished off my note taking and left library.
• wanted to sit outside college cos it was sunny ^_^ but he called me gay, so we went to the park instead. havnt been there in a while. was naice. sun = masinnie happy ^_^ serotonin levels heh >=]. sat on swings, they felt so small and like, felt like my bum didnt fit on them :( peak. lOL. was hard to swing on them, it was really heavy ><" idk took alot of effort and couldnt go high. was just talking, he was like standing and we were talking but i couldnt even see his face cos the sun was shining on him LOL. was just talking about the past too, even though i've already told him ages ago LOL. *awkward silence. some asian guy and girl came to the basket swing we usually sit on, but didnt this time. LOL if they heard our conversation it mustve seemed strange cos i think i said something like "okay fine i'll marry you when im 50 and still single." LOL. i felt the girl look at me like O_O but i didnt look over to see whether she was or not LOL. haha.
• a little girl was just standing opposite me, and i was like oh i think she wants to play on the swing. there was a free one as well but i guess she was too scared haha <3. so we moved to the pointless spinny thing. just sat and rotated whenever gravity acted / whenever he pushed it with his foot lol. the sun made me so happy ^__^ i was just smiling randomly hee. at times when the thing stopped spinning, it stopped opposite the asian couple from college and i duno they were just chatting but at times he was like raping her (not literally) and being intimate and i was like, "can we turn? its really awkward watching them LOL" so we turned, and there was a little girl playing on the pole thing and i was like "now this seems really paedophillic, like we're watching the girl" LOL. smh. i think he said "paedo-fill" and i was like, LOL "its paedo-"file" not "fill." and bitch kept calling me a vietnamese slag but cant even say it properly "vietenamese." smh. said i was a "slag by blood". RACISM. >=(
• then we saw the little girl proper watching the asian couple. smh. LOL poor child. and she was like dancing on the pole. oh dear.
• was remembering the time when we were at the park with carmen haha and we were like in the slide and she got stuck and a dog attacked my bag. <3
• just had general chit chat. he was tired and wanted to sleep lol xD so we left. the sun was hiding and my mood automatically was :/ LOL. oh dear. get so easily affected by the weather T_T. was just walking, telling me how he used to be camp and say "oh. em. gee :O" with the hand emotion xD hehe. and "GET THE FUCK OUTTTTTTTTT" haha which i can imagine ^^. bus came pretty much straight away ^^ good timing for once lol. bus took around 35 mins. wanted to walk home in the nice weather even though i really needed to peeee. and when i got off bus, realised the sun was gone.. T_T bah.
• im on my reds. PERIODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
• LOL. was just lying on my belly on my bed on yt. then ate dinner, then watched kekjap, then showered, then blogged a bit of this post and SOME BITCH ASS FLY INTERUPTED MY LIFE AND BROKE MY LAMP T_T duno where that fucker is now either :(. and oscar just laughing even though i am highly distressed GRRR.
• watched kek jap. my baby kenneth T_T <3 idk i was so happy today, but now im just like X_X hormones. blame it on period LOL. felt like crying, and kekjap was kinda emotional cos kenneth = <3 <3 <3. and so yeah, just sat here thinking about life and cried a bit. LOL. 
• debating between sleeping or reading stats.. :(
• my rose is dying :(
• blue writing because it makes me happeh >=]