1.3.2012

First day of march ^^. already ><" its gone quick. 1/3 of the way into the year by the end of the month. results day in a week x_X.

got to college and saw famalam. was reading in "posh"accents. went to maths.. i  feel like i don't know anything lol ><". psych was alright we were all just waiting in the corridor thing hehe and i was just like idont mind alisons lessons ^_^. hehe and i said she usually comes at 11 and she actually did come at that time. she was just bopping up and down along the corridor with her laugh haha <3 shes so cute ^^. sleep in psych kinda confused me though >__<" went to canteen so me fraz and lisa went to hornchurch to get food. was gna get fruit salad but lisa was getting subway so i ended up getting that too. it didnt taste as nice as before ><" fraz went to sainsburys. idk maybe the first time was just <333 cos it tasted like pizza but i already had pizza yday so xD. but still ate it anyways hurhur. was about to leave to find fraz when robert came so we waited for him to get his subway too. then fraz came back so we just sat there eating ^^. i got fanta but it tasted like weird idk >_<" i thought it was just me not liking fanta anymore but robert said his one tasted weird too. lisa got like, bbq sauce all over her LOL dem fail ones. i tried to throw my cup in the bin but it fell on the floor instead and landed upright hurhur. we were still eating and they had lesson so fraz and lisa left. when we finished he was just walking so i followed. ended up at the hornchurch library grassy bit. he sat on one end and i sat on the other cos there was like ketchup on the seat thingy so i didnt wana sit near him LOL. but then after a while i moved cos i figured it wouldnt touch me cos it was more than half way over the bench anyways. >.<" we just sat there talking for a while. i was just happy cos of the sun LOL. >_< i get so influenced by the sunlight. oh dear. he told me he bought 20packs of gum cos he chews it when hes nervous. had like 3 packs already. O_O". >.<" there was like, an ant on his shirt so i was like trying to get it off, but then it went down his top instead. i was like "oops." LOOOL i fail so bad. but then it ended up being a fly? idk >_<". a man walked past and i said he was the one for me <3 and some old-ish woman went past and he was like "the things i'd do to her." LOL. i cant remember what we were talking about but i remember pointing and being like "where those two people are on the bench" (it was quite far) and he was like "that's one person and their bag." LOL fail eyesight T_T. went back to college and i went library to find computer but they didnt have any. went to sit on grass and try to do stats but i didnt understand anything... >_<" next thing you know the hours gone by LOL =_=. robert came out of lesson and my work still didnt get anywhere so decided to leave. was just sitting at bus stop, talking a little. bus came about 3:40ish just before that, saw him going the opp way to his house and he told me that his brother had been waiting in the car around the corner. LOL but he didnt tell me ><" i felt bad cos i told him not to wait with me but he did anyways, and ended up making his brother wait for him waiting for me. LOL =/. >.<" 

got home and decided to catch up on my kekjap. MY BABY KENNETH ^_________^ <3. i laughed when tavia was like "ohh i was just going to express my feelings too *giggle* but you got there first!!" and then they toook the cake away and was like wrong table. i knew it was gna happen but i was just like *CRINGE* LOl like omg imagine being in her position >________< LOL. oh well. ^^. 

still got over an hour.. i dont think i'll be able to stay awake. >_<" can't do my work, don't understand and cant concentrate. lol

been procrastinating on fb. WHY AM I ATTRACTED TO EP. he is younger than me. NAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. oh well. life's life. LOL. and was just spying on like, people and how long its been and yeah aww they grown up. even though theyre only one year younger, but still seemed like a baby back then xD. and was just going through some chat logs and LOL spoke so differently back then haha. 

okay ima go to bed now x_X.