14.03.2012
college was boring. i was throwing a fit cos i was failing everything. robert "what did you do to her larry." larry looked so confused at me LOL. lisa joined in, also claiming to be failing T^T. everyone went to lunch. i didnt want to go out cos i was failing and needed to do lots of work :( stayed in canteen for a while LOL. went to stn. when i went for hug he kept moving out the way, yet kept blocking my way to the stn cos i wouldnt hug me. T_T what do you want woman.
got to stratford and had to wait for baby grrwwww. i hid behind the jubilee board thing and waited til i saw him. his train was like the 3rd one after mine ¬_¬. then when he was walking and walked past me when i was hiding, i crept up behind him and jumped on him HEEEEEE. he was like like ALKDLKSNDLAKS and i was like HI ^_______^. LOL he was scared hurhurhurhur. that made me happy. i'd been stressed out whole day but felt relieved and happy when i saw him ^_^. and plus me scaring him just made my day complete lOL. <3 <3. went to buy some snacks to make meh happy >:) bought sweeties hee. there were kids in front and they were like short of money / cant count or something so some asian huy behind was like "i'll pay the difference." i was like aww. LOL ^^. went to the cinema to watch John Carter. idk he wanted to watch it. i knew i wouldnt like it LOl. it was okay i suppose xD. i was abit confused but yeah. hurhur. finished at half 5 and i thought should i go home? but he made me go round -_-". his dad was in the shower when i got there xD so i just said hi through the door haha. shnuggles with baby ^^. oh and he was telling me stories of people LOL. and how he was walking with tony, gachoi and kevin before when a group of them were out. i was just like LOOL thats the most awkward combination ever. he was like yeah man i was just like fml and then tony was just like are you still with masinnie? and i was like yeah. and then it was silent. LOOL. i was like their all sluts you better not be like them gwwwr ^^. by the time i left, his mum was in the shower too hurhur.
had a talk with lisa. DUNDUNDUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. i heartbroken. slept really late T_T like nearly 2. and kept waking up all night. :(((
15.03.2012
had ARD so went in at 11 for my appointment. i had that appointment time last time too (H) zee best time to choose ^^. finished in 15 mins and went to library so renew my book cos i forgot. had to pay 20p. and today i forgot to renew it again so ihave to pay again on monday. *facepalm T_T. someone tapped me and it was robert and his friend. went to canteen and the others were there ^^. then i saw robert with his resit form so it reminded me. went to queue and i ended up waiting around 15 mins x_X. long (well so i thought...) anyways, his friend was there again and was explaining how he dropped the laptop down the stairs but it didnt break. and you have to pay £500 and theyre not even worth that much LOL. and he was trying to watch stuff but the internet was shit. idk it amused me. but what wouldnt, in the queue -_-". went back to canteen for a while and they were watching videos of yerin and i got so excited and was jumping up and down like "OMG I WATCHED HER THIS MORNING SHE SO CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE ^_^" and i just exposed myself :( hurr. then watched stupid people on yt like falling over and shit LOL. *amused. fatty was hungry so we went to hornchurch. asked the others to come and they were gna but then stephy didnt want to so none of them came -_-". he didnt have dinner so was super hungry. went to mcds, he got a double cheeseburger, chips and 20 chicken nuggets wtf O_O". LOL. i felt so lame sitting there eating my tesco chicken and sweetcorn sandwich. he bought me a milkshake but i think he ordered chocolate? but then it tasted like vanilla.. but then when we left it tasted like chocolate. idk i was confused. showed him despicable me 2 trailer heeeee ^^.
IT WAS SUCH A NICE DAY AND I WAS SO HAPPY ^___________________^.
went back to his house cos had nothing else to do, watched take me out LOL even though i'd seen that ep. was just on yt LOL watched bobby dancing ^^. and i'm singing my blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees.. LOl. and was looking through pics on his laptop- but his laptop so slow LOL -_-" bare fail. and then it just turned off to update itself lOL. he used his strength against me T_T. "get off me." *techincally.. -__-" gay.
i missed my train by 3 minutes and had to wait 20 mins. -____-" but it was sunny so i felt alright LOL. was slightly bored but oh well ^^. was starting to get chilly though. went to lakeside to buy his present and some stuff. FORGOT TO USE MY SUPERDRUG CARD SO MISSED OUT ON POINTS NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO :(. bought a lipstick too was only £1 tried it when igot home. then had dinner. omds that shit gets everywhere wtf LOOL. felt awfully sick, headache and was very cold :(((((. i was crying watching kekjap and ma-mee took the piss and was like "haha are you crying." even though she was herself x_X. i wore more clothes than just a tshirt to sleep as well. my eyes kept watering constantly like crying. and i tried to sleep early but took a while and woke up quite a few times too -_-.
oh yeah, and he was showing me that "super saiyan's are REAL" video on yt or something idk. i didnt really get it / find it funny. and we went downstairs and his mum was kinda telling him off at something and then all i could just hear that guy in the video screaming "AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH" even though it was upstairs and i was just trying not to laugh cos thats all i could hear whilst robert was getting told off.. hah ^_^.
16.03.2012
a truck was blocking everyones way and no one was moving so i missed my train. dad took me to college. got near upminster bridge stn but there was traffic so i walked to college from there. got to class like a minute late but whatever LOL. economics -_-" ayo strolled in with 10 mins left of the lesson. LOL. oh dear. marks writing is not good. i was just like you call my writing shit? eesh -_-" LOL. i dont like economics. i was just writing a letter/card /drawing LOL. *sigh. break time and i was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY ^_^". everyone else: "oh.. happy birthday" LOOOL. awkward times. fraz: "oh. i was here for quite long as well. happy birthday." LOL. hahahahahaha. i hate those times when you're with someone for ages and then you realise after on fb that its their birthday. oh dear. anyways, ^^. went to the queue of the resits. OMG. it went round the corner from finance all the way through the atrium and past the canteen round the corner to the sports hall. when i got to queue it was at the music room bit. i was alone for a long hour. moving ever so slowly man fml. and i took my medicine but i ran out of water and it just felt like the tablet was stuck LOl.then saw lisa when she came out of lesson at 1. she fed me some skittles. larry and arsalan laughed at me before. larry said itd take 3 hours. i thought 1.5 max... i was wrong. LOL. then lots of others came but eventually all left. chungy joined me after a while LOL. it was going so slow man omg. and i felt shit. T_T. (i still do). i was so hungry as well and had "wai tung." :(. finally got to the red benches. the girl behind me was lying down so i couldnt even sit. then we moved up and 2 guys in front were sitting. there was a tiny gap and the other one was just like "move up so i can sittt!" to the others but they moved the other way. and he didnt want to sit so i sat. and he was like "oh." LOL. bitches too slow. martin martin martin was like cmon guys moveeeeeee. to get us squished together to make the queue appear shorter maybe. then the queue started to move faster omg finally. and we got round the corner. *sense of relief. was scared we wouldnt make it for the deadline and have to pay double. fuck that its only C1 :(. 2 hours 10 mins later and i was out. omg. CRY. WASTE OF TIME. couldnt find chungy after so just left LOL bought myself a kit kat chunky. sat at stn. i was cold. so cold. then he got to stn haha. went to upminster and was trying to describe katie and was on fb but then i jogged when we got off the train and accidently added two random people T_T the awkward times man. bought mum flowers ^^ and made her pick me up from tesco LOL. oh yeah, while i was inside looking at the flowers deciding which ones, some asian guy was like "sorry i've never bought flowers before.. which ones are lillies?" and i was like "uhm. i don't know" LOL and i got out my phone to google images it hahahahaha. i obviously fail with flowers. was too cold. ^_^". i was like "happyy mothers day hurhur" and she was just like "oh are they for me." LOL duh. who's gna give me flowers :( and she was just like "why not? don't people chase/court you. i had loads when i was 18." OKAY MUM T_T LOL. dad was in a cooking apron when i got home LOL bare chicken in the kitchen they were marinating the food ready for tomorrow O_O. ITS GNA BE SO COLD TOMORROW :'( i wish it was nice and sunny like yesterday *sigh. and my mum told me leon is in isolation for getting into a "fight" LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL. and he cried when she told him off HAHAHAHAH wth. he said it was an accident but teachers still punished them. and he cried cos she "made him think back to it". pussy man.
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