overdose of photos~

decided to put my hair in a ponytail when i got home xD

SNACKAGEEEEEEE. the pocky sticks were all stuck together x_X.

drawing a muscle lady in econ. casj. lisa didnt really get it and i had to demonstrate how to draw it =/.

moonlight shining through the gap in my blinds. X_X.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEENIE.

was bored so played around on my app LOl.

sexualicious.

not sure how i felt. it was awfully sweet.

obvs stressing out over oyster card. hello michelle phan :3.

im not sure how i felt about this either.. =/

casj going through arsalans bag and reading his comics.

heyyy martin. LOL lisa getting told off and finding her ID card.

made mama make me lunch. only had half a pack left though :( so had half a pack of gung jai mein and 3 fishballs =/.

attempting to tidy my wardrobe lol. old school uniform ;0.

sexy classhhhhhhh.

was cold when i got home so threw on a hoodie. ^^ might wear this tomorrow hurhur w/o a coat.

Results day; checked results whilst in bed. nearly gave up cos it didnt load but then it worked. looked at my results and i got an A for c3. was actually shocked LUL. I CRIED AFTER THAT BITCHASS EXAM. super happy <3333.
update later -_- kek jap now.


i cannot remember what happened during the week. i had a dream about my results, they werent that great, and in the dream i vividly remembering texting lisa on my phone something like i didnt get a fuckign A in psych and it was so, true to real life cos my texting was terrible and as usual i just left it like that and sent it. then i woke up and checked my real results XD. i was so happy. got to college and was some long ass queue police checking bags and shit. joined queue where lisa and fraz was. found out lisas results and grew sad at myself lOL :( peak times. 


on one of the days me lisa fraz and truc went to hornchurch. i ended up getting a potato salad which iwas thought was bare healthy of me until the otehrs were like thats actually bad cos its got a lot of mayonaise. me: *poker face* LOL. orz. oh well. had fruit salad too. we each bought cupcakes apart from truc xD. went back to college and idk why i stayed cos i did no work LOL. and it was kinda awkwardly boring in the canteen too. i just tried to eat my cupcake and struggled. arsalan and leanne tried some and agreed it was too sweet. and i had it all over my face and rj was just taking the piss and telling me it was everywhere so i was just trying to get it all off LOL. was walking to stn and saw kawing. had a chat and was gna miss my train so just went back to college. martin came and kawing ran away LOLOL. lisa came and so we went to find kawing and just left cos idk it was shit and no one was at the canteetn and idk why he went all that way LOL and all the rest finish last period so yeah. xD


friday, finished college and just stayed at canteen unproductively as usual. was just having a chat with the others LOl and mentally planning my birthday haha. and idk we were just saying how a girl and a guy cant really be bestfriends. me, arsalan chungy and larry i think haha. then i was just like im best friend less anyways :( never had a proper best friend apart from truc in y2 LOL forever alone. so larry was going to be my best friend but then he said he already promised truc. T_T". haha and yeah we were just like nah it gets complicated idk. but then actually i think they CAN be best friends without feelings, but idk LOL. im sure it exists. somehow. oh and i want a gay best friend LUL. we were pretending to be it like "omgawddddddddddd i luv the colour of your top, it so compliments your eyes xxx" haha. <3. but louise was telling us how one of her best friends is gay and doesnt act like that. hmm that reminds me, on thurs, she was just on comp and as usual, laughs out loud like.. idk we were just like "..." LOL. got home and asked mum to make me gung jai mein cos she was telling me off for eating so late. LOL idk why she even listened to me and made it. but there was only half a pack :( but oh well. 
oh and chungy sent me "lucky" by jason mraz and colbie on my wall and i was like wow this song ^_^" so long ago, then realised he sent it cos of our conversation about me being best-friend-less LOL PEAK. bare parr n tingz. </3 


i spent 5 hours straight watching tv on sat. i watched take me out, <33333333 I LOVE IT :DDDD hee, then i watched the bank job just cos i wanted to procrastinate. scott was quite cool idk i was attracted to him cos he was like confident but humble ^_^ even though he ended up losing cos the girl was mean and he was being nice :(. then i watched orphan cos it was on.. that shits freaky LOL i was just like omg wtf am i watching T_T". yeah.. hahah was pretty good though. and only my brother was home so i was like x_X. 


today (12th march) not much happened. went to college early got tehre about half 10. saw him for the first time in a long time so was happy <3. just chilled in canteen for a while. then i got trolled LOL, as fraz said. T_T" he just kept cracking jokes and laughing at me. MEAN. LOL. psych, idk alison is so cute haha. ^_^". went to theatre bit and yeah, LOL. was just ignoring him and they were talking about game HAHA yeah. and about arsalan and his clicky wrist = too much masturbation smh. *are you two official then?- at arsalan and leanne. then same question to fraz and lisa. *awkward silence. *smirk. :DD. 
walk to hornchurch was slightly awk cos the other three walk so slow, and it happens to be that me and him walk fast so it was just us even though i wanted to get away x_X LOL. fed him my crust because he wants to get fat and it didnt taste nice. LOL. gregs sweetcorn sandwich not great =/. green giant sweetcorn was sweet and yummy ^________^.
economics: mark "im going, i'll be back in a bit." me: "seeyaaaa" LOL. hahahaha. i could get away with murder idk. he is funny. and he's always just like "masinnie.. lisa.. are you listening?" "yupppp ^__^". LOL. i'm awesome.
rethinking everything and idk. i guess i don't know people as well as i think i do. and never know when i'm being told the truth or being mind fucked. x_X. 
was just in bed after college reading the lovely bones and eating nuts and on yt. smh.


leon scared me. i heard someone come up so i was just like okay. was leaving my room to go shower and he went BOO in the dark behind my door LOL. i just kinda jumped abit. i was like duh fuck. would you have just stood there waiting if i didnt come out? LOL. dem wuns. he was just telling me that he is super dumb at chinese. okay. LOL.