08.04.2012

MY LEGS LOOK SO NAICE WITH HEELS ^____^
only ever nice when i wear heels :(

first dance <3

my first shot :O. - aftershock.

baazzzzaaaaaaaaa D.

<3

watched the voice and take me out for the whole day in between getting ready ^^. so last minute didnt end up leaving til like 6:55 haha and i couldnt find the bag i wanted and hadnt packed anything and didnt have a card or anything. went to tesco and bought a card and borrowed a pen.. couldnt even remember her name properly but risked it anyway and wrote it haha. it's so close? O_O i didnt expect that haha i was like oh.. im already here lol. billy and chloe were there, then becky was like right behind me ^^. went in and saw chris. went to the bar and was just chilling there, drinking through a straw cos apparently that makes you tipsy quicker? LOL becky was drinking beer through a straw haha. then other people started to arrive ^^ was just sticking with becky cos most people were paired up haha. was all just standing at the bar. decided to move after and they were about to have their first dance ^^. walking back to the main bit, overheard some people but couldnt make out what they were saying it just sounded like a weird conversation and then becky started giggling and told me that they were talking to me "you're well fit." LOOL wtf. i didnt even realise but id already walked off anyways haha. bradley so cute hehe aww he was just staring at some guy looking angry LOL. their dance was so cute i felt like i was going to cry HAHA oh dear. and then chris had to hold bradley too hehe so it was like, a family dance. bless ^^. i was actually really cold >_<" orz. the other bar bit opened, becky got ID'd haha aww. and the guy was so confused, like he'd never seen an ID before and couldnt find the DOB hahaha. bless shes 22 and got ID'd but i didnt even get ID'd. maybe cos i was with her idk haha. arron said "girls shouldnt like beer" haha. more people turned up ^^. drink so expensive and so little >__<" so decided to get a beer even though i dnt like it LOL. it didnt taste too bad i guess haha. at least it lasted long. me and becky didnt feel tipsy or anything so decided to down the rest of our beer, had about 1/3 left? err it wasn't very nice LOOL. kinda struggled cos it makes you so bloated as well orz. haha. didnt have dinner, was just eating a few bits of chicken bites? idk. haha. me chloe and becky were just at the food bit and gossiping and giggling haha aww ^_^. these girls make me laugh haha. decided to get a shot of aftershock. wasn't as bad  as i thought haha itwas quite nice? me and becky thought so anyway and chloe were just like "ewww no!!!" LOL haha awww ^^. got a pic of it LOL mugshot but oh well, was having a good time ^^. found a wand? haha so random. matt kept asking becky to dance and she kept rejecting him haha i was just giggling ^^. hurhurrr. becky disappeared so we went to find her, and ilmas was arriving so we went back. looked like we went out to deliberately get him LOL. then after becky and chloe disappeared to chloe's hotel room to put becky shoes there or something~? idk haha. bless her she took her heels off xD. was lovely seeing everyone make an effort and dress up ^__^. "you look gorgeous." hehe. went outside after with becky, chloe, ilmas, T, aaron, ilmas's friend? matt, billy and lewis after too i think? idk cant remember ><. i remember trying to take a picture and dropping my phone. oh that hurts me now. T_T LOL. and was texting / whatsapping and they kept touching my phoen and kept sending random like slkflksflkdsn to lisa LOL. and to robert: "Hello babe. Chloe says HI. arron says HI. :D" LOL oh dear T_T. put T's glasses on and he said i looked like the girls he was talking to another day. idk if thats a compliment or insult LOL anyway. i was too unbothered at the time. ^_^. was demonstrating to arron i wasnt drunk LOL by walking in a line.. which is kinda fail cos i have bad balance when im sober anyways haha. sat on ilmas' lap and he got a kiss from 3 girls hahaha dream come true much. 
went back inside and was dancing ^__^ heyyy macarenaaaaaaaa LOL. steve: "where did those legs come from, why have you been hiding them. you should wear heels more often. your legs, do they go all the way up?" awk. LOOL i didnt really know what to say haha so i just drank my drink. orz. everyone was just paying everyone compliments how nice ^_^. didnt know what to say apart from "thank you." LOL haha. us girls just gossiping at how weird some people are but how we're used to it? / its just banter haha. 
had a really good night actually,  i wasnt really expecting to but it was so good to see everyone and had so much fun ^__^. hehe. some drama, sweeney punched matt and his lip was busted lol. then he tried to hit chris' brother who called him gay lol oh dear. lewis asked me and damien to take a pic with peace signs LOL no racism at all.. haha. xD. oh and lewis bought me a drink ^_^. he's always the one to ask and make sure i get home okay too hee. bless. everyone ended up leaving, and aww lewis "you do have very nice legs." LOL idk whenever he compliments me it's never freaky its just nice and like "thank you ^_^" but when like other people say it it seems kinda pervy and odd lOL. ah well. haha. oh and T kept telling me to text him so i just text him even though he was next to me haha.
dad picked me up ^^ was one of the last there. haha got home and i was just lying on my bathroom floor. oh dear. and whatsapping robert. omg i reread the convo and cringed. T____________T" cry. i am so sorry LOLOL. baby was out himself so wasnt texting him or anything and first time in months we havnt said goodnight to each other on phone x_X. :( had a nice text from T though ^^. was a goood night ^___________^ <3 its a shame they were busy at the wedding and didnt get a pic with chris and helen >< but hope they had a lovely time :D


oh and all our fuss about what to wear and if our dresses were under/over dressy was so pointless haha. XD ^_^