went through an emotional few days being a complete girl, missing you, crying to sleep, over-thinking, wishing i could rewind things, etc. 

every time this happens and we talk it out i always feel so much better. yet each time, i always drag the situation out for a few days because i don't know how to face you, how to solve it, what to do, how i feel. 

in a fight-flight situation with emotions i'd definitely say i flight. ><" and i guess no one can read you 100%, no one knows what you want. just because i had it all before doesn't mean i will get it all again, everyone's different. he did things you don't and you do things he didn't so why dwell on what i used to have and just focus on now and the future. compromise. can't always get what you want. i understand the situation. just don't like it :( is 1 minute a day of happiness too much? too used to the past. just a habit i guess.

but now i feel all happy again anyway and definitely hit my soft spot when you said it felt like the world collapsed at that moment because of the accidental text. <3. best thing knowing how much i mean to you. just want a forehead kiss, to hold your hand tightly and to fall asleep together. you are the best <3.