it's true i had given up hope on us being friends,
i can't go through losing you for a third time so i won't let myself get attached, it hurts more each time. but i can feel my barriers falling down already, can feel myself 'hoping'.
it won't happen. stop, Masinnie.
we've already gone through too much, can never go back to how we were, but i miss you. :(
learning from mistakes. head > heart.

so distant but so familiar.